i am simply a pathetic weak bitch who gets up every day and puts on the illusion for other people that i am a respectable human being, but, with Master i do not need to put up that facade. He then ordered me to pay of another receipt which i happily did without question. After paying i expressed to him how i need to be stripped of whatever makes me human, that i need to be his ATM and wallet, that i need to serve and obey him mindlessly. Master put me in such a submissive headspace this morning, ordering me to pay off a receipt for him.
Any time i talk to Master i feel so weak, so pathetic, so eager for him, desperate to earn his approval. i explained to Master how he makes me feel. This morning Master used his power over me without hesitation. Thank you Master always for continuing to mold me into the object you desire to have. I am so glad he is here to show me what i am. Master has the power to take away something that was once about me and make it about him and i am MORE THAN HAPPY to comply and go along with it, because i know in my heart that this is the right thing to do. He has proven that time and time again, and today it resonated with me strongly. Master constantly amazes me in his ability to assert his dominance into aspects of my life. I have bought Master a gift from his wish list as well to do my part in celebrating this day. All money that i may receive on Master’s Wallet Day will be given to Master so that he can put it in his wallet and enjoy it however he would like. Master has renamed what was formerly my birthday, and repurposed it, to be about him and to celebrate him. Celebrating that he has an object in the world to do his bidding. the day actually has little to do with me and more to do with celebrating Master and his glory.
More about the day i was brought into the world for the purpose of serving him. But Master ( ) has explained to me that my birthday was actually more about him. April 20th used to be about me, a day where I could be as selfish as I wanted to be and do anything i felt like. My birthday, which no longer exists, has now become Master’s Wallet Day.
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